It always ends how it starts.

being strangers again. like we didn't know each other. i don't wanna end up like that.

Sigh...

Am I not worth anything to you that you can't even fight for me. I thought I meant more to you than that.

Attention seeker?

I know I've been in your place before. Don't hurt yourself. Nothing's gonna happen. Nothing is gonna get solved. Stupid.

So tired.

So tired of constantly fighting. Tired of feeling this way. Tired of being rejected. Tired of waiting. I wanna sleep. Sleep forever or something. I just don't wanna be here anymore. Someone take me away. I hate this place.

LOL

No one will ever find a man like mine.

Finally have a job :)

Starting work which will be quite fun cuz I'm working with the boyfriend. Thank God I got hired. Yayayayay super excited :)

Whaddup.

First day of school today, it was alright I guess. Nothing really special happened at school. Cute lunch date with the boo, but that's about it. I love those days where I can do nothing but lie down in my bed and just watch my favourite T.V show. It's so relaxing and I don't stress out too much or really think about anything. I'm running out of shows to watch, someone please get me into another series, lol. Anyways, I'm really excited to go skating on Friday. Hopefully DJ has something planned. Today I kinda regretted not going to semi, but used my money for a good cause right? Oh well, that's a sacrifice I have to overcome. I miss going out. All I ever do on weekends is worry about cotillion and stress out about rides and stuff. I feel like people don't even wanna be a part of it and I hate forcing them to come. I've got a lot on my mind. I just want the world to freeze for just a little bit and I just wanna relax with my baby. Just the two of us. I think I'm lacking that quality time with him. Even if I do see him everyday, its just not the same. So good luck to me w/ my bio test tomorrow. And I'm heading to my bed. Yessss I love sleeping. :)