Boy you're hanging by a thread.

Been so pissed off since last night.

I can hold grudges too.

Well....

Honestly, if you keep ranting to yourself about how I always have to win and making me look like I'm such a negative person then leave me. I know it'll be your loss. Whatever, if you can't put up with me then you can't be with me. Don't hang up on me expecting a call back. Saying you need to cool off? Well if you really know me, if you say you're my best friend you would know what I'd feel/do if you did that. But I guess you don't know me yet. Whatever, I'm fed up. Don't talk to me. I don't wanna hear your reasons or your voice in general. I'm tired.

Second day of grade 12.

Wow, what can I say? Never been better.

I'm so thankful.

thankful for everyone who's there for me. Helping me, encouraging me. I'm really happy. I need to focus on my real friends and the people who's actually there for me.

My bestfriend is so good to me.

I love him. He's the sweetest. He knows how to make my heart melt. :$

I'm so fed up.

I'm tired of trying to be friends with someone who doesn't even wanna be friends with me. I'm tired of the one always trying to make things work. I'm tired of working so hard just to be friends with you. Honestly, if you don't want to be friends I'm good with that. I rather not be than to deal with your bipolar attitudes. Always have to be so judgmental in everything they see that they don't realize themselves. I definitely don't deserve this. It's always a competition to see who wins. There's no love, or understanding. I'm tired of going through the same phase over and over again. This is my last year, I shouldnt be getting stressed over this. I need to focus on what's gonna be important in the future. When I move they're not gonna be there. I'm tired of saving relationships, I'm done.