Tuesday, December 6, 2011

December seventh.

Hey Mr. Right,

If you read this which I know you will, happy unofficial. I know it may not mean a lot to many people but it does to me. This is the day where I'm happy that I texted you because if I didn't I wouldn't have this wonderful relationship with you. I know weve been going through some rough times, and I know it's killing you. I'm sorry for what you have to go through when being in a relationship with me. I know I might seem like I dont care, or whatever but I do. I care so much about you, it's just my emotions get the best of me and anger starts to take in control. I apologize in advance. Sorry for constantly making you cry and making you feel unhappy. I'm sorry I have so many expectations for you. I'm sorry that I'm always in-control. But it's human nature, this is how girls act. I love you so much that no words can describe it. I just also wanted to say thank you for everything. For constantly being there for me, and holding on to me. Without you, I don't even know where I would be right now. I hope we stay strong for the future, and we continue this relationship happily together.


Love,
Your girlfriend.

Not fair

Wow, I'm doing so much just to go to a school in B.C. I'm applying to atleast 4 to 5 universities. I have to get 5 transcripts and sending them out, and also apply online. It's so hard. Why do I have to do all that?

Advices

I'll admit I'm really not that good at advice giving but I'm a really good listener. I stopped giving advice when I got annoyed at people or random people giving me advice. I guess it's like if I wouldn't want to hear it then neither would they.

humble yourself

I can't win, I can't reign. I will never be the same without you.

Monday, December 5, 2011

You're what I call the definition of a bestfriend. Yup, just like all of them. Fuck you guys. All of you.
If you can't be there for me, comfort me, be there when I need you.. Maybe someone else will. Yeah, I'm being optimistic. I don't need you. I have other people who'd do anything just to make me happy. Kthxbai you aren't needed.

What to do?

Can we really go on a break & mean it this time? Are we just together because it's "our one year"?