Attention seeker?

I know I've been in your place before. Don't hurt yourself. Nothing's gonna happen. Nothing is gonna get solved. Stupid.

So tired.

So tired of constantly fighting. Tired of feeling this way. Tired of being rejected. Tired of waiting. I wanna sleep. Sleep forever or something. I just don't wanna be here anymore. Someone take me away. I hate this place.

LOL

No one will ever find a man like mine.

Finally have a job :)

Starting work which will be quite fun cuz I'm working with the boyfriend. Thank God I got hired. Yayayayay super excited :)

Whaddup.

First day of school today, it was alright I guess. Nothing really special happened at school. Cute lunch date with the boo, but that's about it. I love those days where I can do nothing but lie down in my bed and just watch my favourite T.V show. It's so relaxing and I don't stress out too much or really think about anything. I'm running out of shows to watch, someone please get me into another series, lol. Anyways, I'm really excited to go skating on Friday. Hopefully DJ has something planned. Today I kinda regretted not going to semi, but used my money for a good cause right? Oh well, that's a sacrifice I have to overcome. I miss going out. All I ever do on weekends is worry about cotillion and stress out about rides and stuff. I feel like people don't even wanna be a part of it and I hate forcing them to come. I've got a lot on my mind. I just want the world to freeze for just a little bit and I just wanna relax with my baby. Just the two of us. I think I'm lacking that quality time with him. Even if I do see him everyday, its just not the same. So good luck to me w/ my bio test tomorrow. And I'm heading to my bed. Yessss I love sleeping. :)

December seventh.

Hey Mr. Right,

If you read this which I know you will, happy unofficial. I know it may not mean a lot to many people but it does to me. This is the day where I'm happy that I texted you because if I didn't I wouldn't have this wonderful relationship with you. I know weve been going through some rough times, and I know it's killing you. I'm sorry for what you have to go through when being in a relationship with me. I know I might seem like I dont care, or whatever but I do. I care so much about you, it's just my emotions get the best of me and anger starts to take in control. I apologize in advance. Sorry for constantly making you cry and making you feel unhappy. I'm sorry I have so many expectations for you. I'm sorry that I'm always in-control. But it's human nature, this is how girls act. I love you so much that no words can describe it. I just also wanted to say thank you for everything. For constantly being there for me, and holding on to me. Without you, I don't even know where I would be right now. I hope we stay strong for the future, and we continue this relationship happily together.


Love,
Your girlfriend.

Not fair

Wow, I'm doing so much just to go to a school in B.C. I'm applying to atleast 4 to 5 universities. I have to get 5 transcripts and sending them out, and also apply online. It's so hard. Why do I have to do all that?